cause it still hurts.
i dunno if i should allow you to be nice,
even if you dont mean it,
or just go away,
disappear.
and not talk to you.
when i got ur msg on my birthday.
i smiled. for a second.
then i felt the pain again.
how long it took us to realise what
we had was irreplaceable,
and prob will never be again.
ah whatever.
i shall just mug.
ignore.
